The devil dragging me to an early grave
I know i’m wrong but i’m drug depraved
I don’t get no sleep, i’ve been up for days
Your cuts still sting like aftershave
I knew i always fit in with the misbehaved
But i can’t fit in
Everything in life isn’t written
But imma make my own story
Hold on, some parts might be gory, but
I try to party a lot, i used to smoke smarties a lot, yeah
That shows you how we came up from rot
Money hungry more often than not
Percocets turn my brain into rust, yeah

Heaving breathing in the bathroom
Passed out in the classroom, send me to the backrooms
Drugs sp?ll my doom, yeah
I know that their wrong for me
But if only you could see what th?y do for me
I hope you can see that they don’t help me
I don’t wanna crash out, Fu*ck it i might lash
I don’t feel no love, take some drugs, then it balanced out
This the type of shit that niggas love to dream about
This the type of shit that get you killed quick
These drugs wanna spill shit, but i can’t really spill it
Stack my pain up to the ceiling, i can my feel my death is nearing

But i ain’t touch these mills yet, i think i need a hearing

Let’s talk about it, we don’t get along but that’s what works about us
I ain’t did it in so long, it gets hard to pray without her
Let alone live and just to lay without her
I know i need to pray, it’s either now or later
But imma rain check and go smoke this vapor
Imma do drugs, heart cold no terminator
I won’t grow old so do me all a favor
Let me live on in your imagination
Every death day is a celebration, yeah

The devil dragging me to an early grave
I know i’m wrong but i’m drug depraved
I don’t get no sleep, i’ve been up for days
Your cuts still sting like aftershave
I knew i always fit in with the misbehaved
But i can’t fit in
Everything in life isn’t written
But imma make my own story
Hold on, some parts might be gory, but
I try to party a lot, i used to smoke smarties a lot, yeah
That shows you how we came up from rot
Money hungry more often than not
Percocets turn my brain into rust, yeah