I saw you like to play rugby
I saw that you like to read
And as I'm?standing?at my desk
My?head in hands
My tears fall underneath

I?don't think you're a bad person
I think that makes it hurt way more
I think I found just what you look like
I'm pretty sure I knew before

I'll ask her over and over
Cuz I just wanna make sure:
You didn't know what to do with me
It sounds a lot like you were bored

I could stare at this mirror and believe it
Cuz I've done bad things too
Maybe this is karma, I should bleed out
I should bleed out in my room

Cuz I know I can't forgive myself
From past discretions, it burns like hell
Maybe that's why no one car?s
The silence stripping my lungs of air...

But it feels a littl? weak
That you won't even talk to me
But at least you're still consistent;
You have no interest in me
And it used to make me sick
I wish that I was over it
I won't even waste 2 minutes of your time
But this closure's killing me

(hoo, I need a drink...)