I should not let my heart speaks
It doesn't have an eye to see which one is right
I choose to finish my drink

So I don't have to see him hold your hand like I used to

It's me and my consequences
I lose you and all my defenses
I wish I never had the guts to think that one day you could be mine

I wish you have a good life though it's not with me
You deserve all the good things though it's not with me
Tell him that I said hi though I never meant it
It be like that sometimes
Don't waste your time to think of me, I'll be okay
I'll tell myself to take care of my f*cking self
It's always me and all these rejections
It be like that sometimes

I've tried all the ways to keep this ship from sinking
I've tried all the ways to keep this heart from burning
Baby I'm yours
Oh maybe I'm not
Baby I do wanna know what's inside your mind
Am I still giving a shit how this one will end
Baby I don't know
Baby what should I do?

Baby it hurts like hell
Baby time will tell
Take all the time you need
But I won't wait forever
Forever