There Are Certain Times

When I Wished I Wasn't So Alive,

And I Would Take It Out On People

Like They Were Dead

I Blow Them Away With Words So Red,

Chops Their Skulls From Their Shoulders,

And They Run Circles

Till They Fall Off The Face Of The Earth

It Only Works If I Know Enough

About You To Pierce Your Heart,

Your Soul, And If You've Pierced Mine

It Only Works If You've Touched Me

Soft With Patterns Of Trust

I Disengage The Bond

If My Paranoia Seeps To The Surface Like Vomit

Why Do You Even Bother?

It Happens When I Hate Myself To The Bone

Broken Mirror I Feel Alone

Did You Ever Wonder If I Smiled At Home

Away From Your Prying Eyes?

Did You Ever Wonder If I Smiled At Home

Away From My Worldly Disguises?



Deep Thought Crushes Me

With Bombs And Ill-will

Feeds On Interpretation Until

I'm Inhuman, A Beast

I Resent You For Your Cold Streak

Backwards I Walk, Talk, And Think

I Lose Myself In A Cradle Of A Sadistic Hate

I Slowly Shake

It Rings In My Blood, And I Salivate

Like A Chorus Of Cats In Heat,

For The Slightest Contact,

With My Sharp Long Looks And Calls

I Starve For Attention

I Run From Myself Towards A Wall

There's No Escaping Me,

I Jump And Stall

Your Hand Still Clutching My Ankle,

I Viciously Let Go With Thoughts,

Yells, Rivers, Translations Of My Life From Hell,

In The Split Second Before

The Concrete Smashes My Face

They Cut You Deeply

I Smell Your Blood Like A Fiend,

And Reach Even Deeper,

I Masturbate Mentally

With The Strange Power Pain Has Blessed Me With

I Can't Stop Until You Hit The Floor

My Arms I Hold Out,

I Let You Fall Thru Them

Secretly Smiling I Bring You Down

To My Level Of Broken-ness



We're Such Dragons



Maybe If I Loved Myself More

I Could Stand To Look Myself In The Eyes

And Wipe Away Those Sharp Tears

I Could Blow You Away,

For How You