I Wish That I Could Say I Am A Perfect Man


I Wish Sometimes That I Would Not Be Who I Am


One Day I Decided I Would Think On This,


Not Knowing If Faith And Pain Could Co-exist:





Could I Ever On My Own Conceive


Of Someone I Did Not Know, But I Need?


I Must Be Made To Be At Peace And Communion


'cause There Must Be Some Place Somehow From Where I Have Fallen





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I Find Through Every Ounce Of Pain I Feel


That My Mind Cannot Deny That God Is Real





The Inconsistency Of What I Say I Should Be


Compared To What I Am In Actuallity


Leaves Me In Conclusion That I Know The Way


Though I Am Unable To Always Obey





Nothing In This World Has Satisfied


My Soul's Hunger For A Deeper Life


The Weight Of My Misdeeds Were Crushing, Blinding Me


I Still Live With Pain Inside But Now I See





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The Peices Of My Life Are Scattered On The Floor


I Stared At Them Till I Could Take No More





I Do Not Deserve To Be Set Free


Forgiveness Is What I Despereately Need


If It Wasn't For The Perfect Blood Was Shed


Would I Not Be Dead Inside But I Live Instead





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I Know My Faith's Still Here


Believe Through All My Tears