What Didn't Kill Me

Left Me Cold Enough To Live This Lie

Now I Drift Desensitized Reality Has

Had It's Way With This Time

Confidence Now Lost In Comfort

Of Familiar Habits

I Know It's Destructive

But I Can Not Get Past This Barricade

I Boiled Up Inside Too High

I've Got To Pull Out Of Numbing Phase

Hold Down This Fear

Push Back Self Doubt

I'm Most Afraid That I Will Fall To Failure

So Much To Say Can't Get It Out

It's All A Waste Chaste

Forced To Indignant Taste

Self Propelled Rejection

It's More Than I Can Take (right Now)

So Sick Of Hiding From What I Can't Face

So Sick Of Hiding From What I Can't Face

I Must Get Through This Wall Of Insecurity

The Thought Of Rejection More Than

I Can Take And I've Got To Get Out Of This Numb Phase

Set Numb Aside