Tonight The Monsters In My Head
Are Screaming So Damn Loud
But I Built Walls So HighSo They Never Even Make A Sound

It′s A Mask, It's A Lie
It′s The Only Home I've Ever Known
'Cause Being Who I Really Am
Has Only Left Me More Alone

I Am Not Okay
And I Need You To See It
I Have So Much To Say
And No One To Hear It
The Reason I Keep Quiet
With So Much At Stake
I Always Feel Like A Burden, Let It Silence Me
You′ll Never Understand
Why It′s So Hard To Say
I'm Not Okay

I Wish I Had A Scar
Had A Bruise On The Surface, Any Kind Of Proof
That Everything I Feel Is More Than Just Some Sad Excuse

My Life′s Invisible Abuse
I'm Either Judged Or Have To Hide
The Only Symptom You Can See
Is I Don′t Wanna Be Alive

I Am Not Okay
And I Need You To See It
I Have So Much To Say
And No One To Hear It
The Reason I Keep Quiet
With So Much At Stake
I Always Feel Like A Burden, Let It Silence Me
You'll Never Understand
Why It′s So Hard To Say

I'll Never Have The Words, I Can't Explain This Hell
But What If It Kills Me
If I Keep It To Myself?
To Myself

I Am Not Okay
And I Need You To See It
I Have So Much To Say
And No One To Hear It
I Am Not Okay
I Am Not Okay
I′m Never Safe
It′s Not A Phase
If I Finally Break
Would You Still Stay?

Tonight The Monsters In My Head
Are Screaming So Damn Loud