Dear God, Please, Hear Me Out
I Know It′s Been A Couple Years
Since I've Reached Out And Said HelloI Bet You′re Wondering

Why I Keep
Obsessing On And Stressing All The Little Things
When I Should Be
Living Life And Soaking Up The Memories

I Know I've Been Selfish, I Have
No Excuse To Give You, It's True
Hanging By A Thread′s How I Live
I Don′t Know Why, But I Feel More Comfortable

Living In My Agony, Watching My Self-esteem
Go Up In Flames, Acting Like I Don't
Care What Anyone Else Thinks, When I Know Truthfully
That That′s The Furthest Thing From How I

Feel, But I'm Too Proud To Open Up And Ask Ya
To Pick Me Up And Pull Me Out This Hole I′m Trapped In
The Truth Is, I Need Help, But I Just Can't Imagine Who
Who I′d Be If I Was Happy

Yeah, Been This Way So Long
It Feels Like Something's Off When I'm Not Depressed
I Got Some Issues That I Won′t Address
I Got Some Baggage I Ain′t Opened Yet

I Got Some Demons I Should Put To Rest
I Got Some Traumas That I Can't Forget
I Got Some Phone Calls I Been Avoiding
Some Family Members I Don′t Really Connect With

Some Things I Said I Wish I Would Of Not Let Slip
Some Hurtful Words That Never Should Of Left My Lips
Some Bridges Burned, I'm Not Ready To Rebuild Yet
Some Insecurities I Haven′t Dealt With, Yes

I'll Be The First To Admit That I′m A Lonely Soul
And The Last To Admit I Need A Hand To Hold
Losing Hope, Headed Down A Dangerous Road
Strange, I Know, But I Feel Most At Home When I'm

Living In My Agony, Watching My Self-esteem
Go Up In Flames Acting, Like I Don't
Care What Anyone Else Thinks, When I Know Truthfully
That That′s The Furthest Thing From How I

Feel, But I′m Too Proud To Open Up And Ask Ya
To Pick Me Up And Pull Me Out This Hole I'm Trapped In
The Truth Is, I Need Help, But I Just Can′t Imagine Who
Who I'd Be If I Was Happy

Don′t Know What's Around The Bend
Don′t Know What My Future Is
But I Can't Keep On Living In

Living In My Agony, Watching My Self-esteem
Go Up In Flames Acting, Like I Don't
Care What Anyone Else Thinks, When I Know Truthfully
That That′s The Furthest Thing From How I

Feel, But I′m Too Proud To Open Up And Ask Ya
To Pick Me Up And Pull Me Out This Hole I'm Trapped In
The Truth Is, I Need Help, But I Just Can′t Imagine Who
Who I'd Be If I Was Happy

If I Was Happy

If I Was Happy