I Asked Myself Was I Content With The World That I Once Cherished, Did It Bring Me To This Darkened Place To Contemnplate My Perfect Future? I Will Not Stand Nor Utter Word Against This Tide Of Hate, Losing Sight Of What And Who I Was Again! I'm So Sorry If These Seething Words I Say Impress On You That I've Become Anethama, My Heart, My Soul. I Can't Say That You're Losing Me, I Always Tried To Keep Myself Tied To This World, Though I Know Where This Is Leading, Please No Tears No Sympathy. I Can't Say That You're Losing Me...but I Must Be That Which I Am! Though I Know Where This Could Take Me No Tears, No Sympathy. Gracefully, Respectfully, Facing Conflict Deep Inside Myself, I'm Here Confined Losing Control Of What I Could Not Change. Gracefully, Respectfully, I Ask You Please Don't Worry Not For Me...don't Turn Your Back Don't Turn Away.