These Things Which I So Often Wonder

This Need To Create Myself

Frustration Forgotten Through Slumber

It's There When I Wake

Defeated Before I Rise

I'd Pull Myself Out Of His Mire

If I Could Collect My Strength

Or Muster An Ounce Of Desire

Finding The Words, And Making Them Mine



Is There Somewhere

I Could Seperate This Feeling From Memory

Disconnect Myself From Me?



Desire Inside To Mistreat You

It Pushes Words Out Of My Mouth

This Cyclical Pattern I Feed You

The Back And Forth, And Up And Down

But Still Here You Are



Behind This Veil Of Pious Revelation

I'll Close My Eyes And Look For Worth Inside

I Don't Deserve You



Relinquishing Hope For The Future

I Try Not To Hate It So

But You Are A Bridge To Those Memories

I Try To Forget, If You Only Knew



Is There Somewhere To Occupy Emotion

A Room To Keep My Rage Away From You?

Just Tell Me When These Hopeless Days Are Over

I'll Open My Eyes And See My New Sun Rise

I Don't Deserve This