If Ever You Had Said To Me Before
That Iwould Live This Life That I Am
Living Now I Guess It's All So Strange
To Feel The Way I Do Inside But
Have So Much That I Could Feel Some
Pride For In My Life So Why Is It That
I Feel Like This
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How Do I Feel? I've Been Here Before.
I've Felt This
Retreat To A Place, A Place Within Me,
I Need This. Keep It All Down, Bottled Inside
It Breaks Me To Torment Again And
Torture Me Like It Used To
I Try And Try To Break Away From All The Hate
I'm Feeling For Everyone Of You That's Ever
Done Me Wrong. I Need To Justify The Reasons
For The Way I'm Living. I Guess I Can't Cause
I Don't Feel Like I Deserve It
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So Now The Waves They Have Subsided
And My Soul Is Bleeding I Can't Take Away All
The Shame I Feel, Forgive Me
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