Don't Tell Me How To Believe
I Know It Takes A Little Time
And All I'm Doing Is Trying To Get By
But It's Killing Me Just To Try
Feel Like I Am Wasting My Life

And I Don't Wanna Give Up
What If I'm Not Strong Enough
Don't Wanna Be What I'm Not
But I'm Giving All I Got

Cali How Was I Supposed To Know
If This Is Really It Why Do I Feel Like Letting Go
Cali I Thought I Knew I Was Gonna Be
I Was Ready To Show Them All
Why Do I Feel Like I'm Not Me
Why Do I Feel Like I'm Not Me

But I Knew Every Word
Man I Had It All Down
There Was Nothing I Forgot To Say
How Did It All Turn Around
And Why Did Nothing Go My Own Way

Cali How Was I Supposed To Know
If This Is Really It Why Do I Feel Like Letting Go
Cali I Thought I Knew I Was Gonna Be
I Was Ready To Show Them All
Why Do I Feel Like I'm Not Me
Why Do I Feel Like I'm Not Me

And You Were Some Kind Of A Dream
Was It All A Fantasy Was It Really Meant To Be
And They All Said This Was The Real Deal
Now How Am I Supposed To Feel

Cali How Was I Supposed To Know
If This Is Really It Why Do I Feel Like Letting Go
Cali I Thought I Knew I Was Gonna Be
I Was Ready To Show Them All
Why Do I Feel Like I'm Not Me
Why Do I Feel Like I'm Not Me

California